getting the feel of it

i finally reached Volante after the show. there they were, Daddy and Ate Venus. they had a few bottles of San Mig Light and Miller beer by now. Ate Ven's younger brother was there but he left a few minutes after i arrived.

so, daddy was asking about the latest news concerning the gym and stuff and me. well, i was okay now. i am happy. ate Ven finally asked me if i am okay. okay, meaning how am i after the break-up with Dike. i am happy. then she couldn't help it and asked me what happened, why broke up. well, i told her the short truth. that he asked? us to cool-off because he was tired of our relationship and then he suddenly was starting an understanding with this girl and i broke up with him through a letter.

Ate Ven was kind of confused because she said that Dike said i was the one who initiated the break-up due to being tired of us. but then, of course i know she believes me more than she believes Dike. come on, appearance wise, i look more trustworthy.

so i had a bottle of beer and i related nothing much happened in the gym nowadays because the boys rarely go now, even Anne and I. aside from the night at Ayuyang last February 13 and my birthday, nothing significant happened.

so how's my love life? dating, dating. although daddy had an idea of whom i was with, i didn't confirm nor deny anything about Joe. i said it, the words daddy wanted to hear. "No love, just enjoy!" "that's my girl! welcome to the association," he said and we laughed.

deep inside i was reciting my mantra for Joe. "Don't fall in love, He's Not worth it. He doesn't deserve you."

i had to leave in a couple of minutes inspite of the invite for a night at the karaoke bar. i need to buy food for my "regular". ate Ven was cool with it, he might be waiting she said.

besides, i wanted to leave daddy and ate Ven alone for further development so to speak.

i spotted my instructors getting seated at the non-smoking area, window side. gotta leave without being spotted.

Daddy and Ate Ven teased me that they'd drop me off where i was going. i joked back saying they'd be able to know who it if they knew where he lived. i knew daddy knew it was Joe. but i didn't say anything!

so i give them a peck on the cheek each and get on my way. crossed the street. bought hotdogs at 711 and took a cab to Joe's place.

after several rings, his brother finally opened the door and Joe was behind him. cheez! he was expecting his Volante special, but i didn't bring any.

so the night continued with laughs and teasing and kissing and loving and cooking and eating noodle soup and a hotdog and sleeping. once again i was dreaming a dream dream dream in his presence.